sunny blizzard

~E~ Hm. I knew breaking up would be hard, but not this hard, since it was my choice. It seems he has another person to occupy his time already, but I have no right to be jealous. I just kinda wish I had someone too, to take my mind off of things. I didn't do it that way though, that would be wrong and cruel to stay with someone until you have someone else lined up. I want to unfriend him on facebook, but at the same time I don't want to. Every time one of his family posts pictures of them having a great time, I want to unfriend them too, just because it hurts. When I hung out with them, we'd basically just sit around and talk, or they would drink, or play with their gadgets. Much more fun when I'm not there; I never thought of myself as a huge party downer but maybe I am. He says it's pure coincidence that they seem to be doing more fun things now, but I seriously doubt it as ever more photos are posted. I'm wondering if that had anything to do with my decisio